Look at me mum – dad , i made it . I can walk on my feet now , i won’t be a 4wd (!) anymore .

Oh , the world is so different from above and not crawling anymore , i feel so nice . Look at me mum – dad i can hold my spoon by myself , you don’t need to feed me anymore and the most importan , i can eat without everyone around me , eat too !!

Look at me mum – dad i can say words from my mouth and not only “ancient” noises , make your mouth wide open , trying to understand what “the hell” i say .

Look at me mum – dad i can say my first complete and clear words now and “accidentally” they are mum and dad !!

So strange . Look at me mum – dad , i grow up so fast every single day and i feel so nice .

I can go to the bathroom , without you “follow me” ,i can brush my teeth , i can cut my finger/feet nails , without any help from noone and it feel so nice .

Look at me mum – dad relatives and my first friends , i can grab pencils and paper , i paint shapes and “stuff” and you give me big smiles . And it feels so nice .

Look at me mum – dad , relatives , friends , and neighbors …i can step on a bicycle … i’m not falling and i also can ride it . Oh , the fresh open “liberty” air feels so nice on my face .

It is a brave new world out there and i want to explore it . Look at me now world , i go to school , i learn so many new things .

I meet so many new human beings , some of them wil be my friends and some of them will be my lifetime friends . I feel so nice .

Look at me now , i can read the letters i saw inside my house books and couldn’t understand them ,i can read phrases and sentences and the most importand i can understand their meanings . I feel so nice .

Look at me now . I can play football ,basketball ,baseball , whatever i like alone or with my buddies , and i think thet sometimes , i’m good at them . Yes it feels nice .

Look at me now , i can play the violin , i can read notes , i can play pieces of music and sometimes i can play complete music pieces without readind it . I feel so strong emotions .

Look at me now , i’ve learned to swim and i can swim now not only in a pool , but in the sea at summers during my vacations .

I’ve learned to catch small fish and free them again , i can taste so amny summer foods and the most importand , i have eaten the larget amount of ice-creams from all my friends !!!!! .Oh , it’s great .

Look at me now i’ve just finished high school and earned a scholarship to the college i’ve wanted .I got tired a little more than usual but i make it .

My parents are proud ,my friends are proud ,my neighbors are proud , my teachers are proud and i feel very nice indeed .

Look at me now i entered college and a new world of learning , friendships relationships , the future is infront of me and i’m so “hungry” to taste it all .

I feel so nice and excited . Look at me , i’m doing so well in college , i have the greatest grades of all , everyone says the best words for me and the sun was never brighter than now . I feel so happy and satisfied .

Look at me , i finished college without missing any exam periods and with the highest “score” available in my degree . My smile is so wide , the joker would be very jealous of it !!!!!!

Look at me now , i’m ready to conqeur the whole world and i will do my best to do that . This emotion thrills me as nothing i’ve felt before . And i do so .

I found the best job available in my city , i earn good money ,i bought a very nice and big house ,i bought (at last) the bike i dreamed about in my youth years and the parties i go , are the best in town .

I ‘ve met the most powerfull people not only in my city , but in my whole country and the whole world making business globally .

This power feeling , is something i must admit i like it a lot . I ‘ve met and married the most beautifull woman/man and give birth to 3 smart and gorgeous kids .

My finacial are never better and my life is as i wanted to be . I give battles , i lose some , i win more(!) and my confidence is in the highest hights .

Of course as i take care my spirit , i take care my body too and i keep training as i did when i was younger . I always liked the “lonely” sports , in which WINNING or LOSING its up to you and the comfort excuses are minimized .

So i do boxing in an amateur state when i studied and didn’t have time , but now i take hard fights with tough and very competitive athletes .
And this area is another “thing” .This is more serious than ever .These guys don’t “play games” .

They will beat you , take the victory and sometimes they’ll teach “golden” things . As one of them teached me one the previous day . A lesson , i will NEVER FORGET till my last breath .

What was that ?

He was beating me so hard and so continuously , as noone has beating me before .

Every new round we took , his fury was harder and more stronger . I couldn’t do anything ,not even give him a tiny punch .

I could only hold up , my gloves and try to take all his hits without an escape plan . JESUS i am in trouble .

He is a “monsterous human beast” , who will tear me apart , to take the victory . Every round was worst from the previous one , for me .

My feet are so heavy , my breathing is very fast and sort because my lungs cannot do the “job” anymore and i’m about to fade out and all this takes an END .

Deep down , as if i wanted all this to end and my personal torture , reach the END . Another round is over and the “savage” , is coming to “kill” in the next and final one .

What should i do ? Should i throw a white towel and finish it ?

I give a PROMISE to myself :
Don’t win , but do whatever your powers allow you , TO HOLD ON AND BE ON YOUR FEET TILL THE END !!!!

And i enter the ring , for the final round . I recieve so many full power punches , i can feel by ribs breaking , my head spinning from the urge my brain hit my skull .

I cannot breathe from my thousand pieces nose , i’ve lost the sense of time and space , i only take hits ,see lights , hear voices and try to keep my self promise . The ring bells . The round has ended .The match has ended . I have lost in points but :

I STAND ON MY FEET !!!!!

TEARS COMES OUT MY EYES !!!!!

MY ENTIRE SOUL HAS JUST CAME OUT OF A PURGATORY !!!!!!
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE : I FEEL SO PROUD FOR MYSELF !!

Don’t let anything to drag you down .