I’ve learned so many things till now . I had so many teachers till now . I complied to so many laws till now . Written laws and unwritten ones . I ‘ve watched so many examples till now . Some interesting ,some bad .Some amateur , some professional .
I observe so many lives , efforts , paths , unsuccesful copied paths , wounds , tears , disasters , victories .. trying to decode life’s examples . I’ve read so many books , so many stories written by others , sucking like a sponge all the tiny details .
I’ve read stories from people in all ages , in all society places , in all finance stages , in all education levels , in all skin colors , in all physical levels , in all mental levels ,“predators” and cold blooded “hunters” , and submissive ones .
“Wolves” and warlords with low moral defences and people who tried to defense themselves without knowing which “weapons to use . I’ve read poems concerning all kinds of battles , physical and mental ones .
Battles for Liberty , battles for the lust of blood only , battles to conquer land and battles to conquer human souls . Battles given only for HUGE EGO’s satisfaction and battles for defending human rights .
I’ve heard music written and inspired from pain , disaster , love , lost , melancholy , death and life , lost dreams , lost battles ,lost selves , lost minds , anger , beaten anger ,submission ,darkness and light .
I’ve seen success and doom from failure , one arm trying humans , one leg trying humans , two arms lost trying humans , two legs lost trying humans sometimes winners , sometimes not , but NEVER ABANDONED personal battles .
I’ve seen “crazy” scientists working countless knights in dark underground , inventing vaccines which saves human lifes , “crazy” mechanics building stuff noone understands , till the day they step the first podium step and leave the croud with their mouths wide open , from surprise .
I’ve felt the aura being near people who had followed their dreams and heart and failed , and the aura when they manage to succeed their goals , fighting battles noone believed they could win .
I’ve seen people following wrong paths trying to find answers to their deapest questions , and people who didn’t find answers asking the wrong questions , to the wrong directions , the wrong hour , failing at the end of their “tour” .
I’ve seen glamour , bright lights , bright lifestyles , fast cars , fast boats , many “friends”, many friends , many girl/boy-friends , one or two life companions , substances which give false emotions , satisfied vanity , and unsatisfied dark and lonely nights , ironic smiles and honesty , “friendly” back hits and warm hugs . Since i remember myself , i see so many examples in life .
WHICH ONE SHOULD I FOLLOW ?
If your “hard disk ” , is loaded with “things” which isn’t YOU , deep inside find the strength to ERASE (!) the old YOU , and start all over again . Use you judgement , your brain , your heart filters and if you want someone to emulate , there are so many good examples out there .
There are so many Champions , in all areas .