We are coming to this amazing planet , “empty” .

We don’t have clothes , we don’t have hair , we don’t have teeth , we are so “PURE” . That moment , we don’t need any of the above . We are leaving our survival to our doctors , to our parents , to GOD , to life itself .

And we are always so happy and smiling , when we don’t have growing teeth pain , belly pain , and “baby” stuff in our minds .

We don’t care for much . We are satisfied with a cup(!) of milk , a tiny silicone pacifier to chew , a clean diaper , a flashy toy and of course the BIGGEST HUG ON EARTH , anytime anywhere .

After sometime , a bigger toy ,a flashy wheel with leds on it , a ball with the appropriate football ( or whatever ) clothing , later a fancy bicycle with nice seat , a couple of buddies to play with and countless hours for playing , were enough , to be pleased .

In the first in school things aren’t “serious” yet .You teachers , your parents and environment are lenient enough , so they won’t stress you these so “innocent” and early years .

The summers are superior in the village ,having fun with friends and elatives ,fishing in the river and going to the beach tillthe sunset , eating mammoth amounts of ice-creams and whatever .

No worries in your head my friend and life is so beautifull , as ALL PEOPLE AROUND YOU say . Your future will be the same , according to them also and you go to sleep at nights exhausted from the games and the restless life .

Everything will be ok . Your tiny soul is so happy .

And slowly , slowly , you grow . You began to have more responsibilities now in a way you don’t realize much . In the “automatic pilot” . Now your relatives , environment , teachers , coaches …. are expecting “things” from you .

Good school grades , good sport performance , evolution in your music – ballet – arts – chess ….. activities . Yes they didn’t ask your opinion to have those expectations from you , but things happens(!) , my friend .

In some of the above you were good at , because you liked it but in some areas you had failures and BIG ones as a matter of fact .

That time , you began to notice “changes” in the behavior of many of your surroundings . The big smiles weren’t there anymore .Dissapointment and “light” smiles ( the ones in which the teeth aren’t visible ) , had taken the place of total acceptance you had before .

Other guys/girls had won you in several fields and the clap of the audience became theirs .

Things were bad for you . This kind of situations are unknown to you and noone has ever speak you about these . You had no guidance , you made mistakes , sometimes “ALL THE MISTAKES OF THE WORLD” and eventually YOU LOST .

You have no experience , just before yesterday you were just a kid , a young teenager .

Things in the house is not very bad , but you can sense clearly the dissapointment your parents , your brothers and sisters have for you . They’ve expected more from you and you proved to be little . Now at nights , sleep isn’t taken you so quick and so peaceful . You think much .

You think all these situations and you fall asleep during the process . The next mornings sometimes are more “cloudy” than you ever remembered in your life . But it’s ok . This is what you’ve said to yourself , to overcome this painful period and for a little time worked .

You kept going with your life and activities , school ,sports , friends , exams , university , relationships and you thought that all bad past moments have left you for good . You thought that you have “ESCAPED YOURSELF” .

How naive you were . It isn’t a bad thing to be naive , maybe it’s a sign that you are you don’t use
“tricks” to manipulate situations , but naively must be controlled ( not erased ) and not lead you to mistakes .

Every charateristic of your personality must be analysed and targeted by you , to the direction of achieving of your goals . This can be learned with time and the maturity you get from mistakes . So you thought that you won’t be obligated again to confront personal mistakes and failures .

And even if you haven’t forgot those mistakes you did as a “newbiew” in this life , you acted as you have forgot them . You simply were telling sweet lies to yourself , to AVOID REALITY . But life cannot be tricked . Life is smarter than all of us . A couple of billion years smarter !!!!!

Time was passing and when you got fired from your job , to get a new one , you needed to take some exams . Some serious exams , which would have affect your future .

So time for “cheap” excuses , to avoid this didn’t exist and here you are in a BIG SCARY class waiting for the examiners . The other candidates were showing so confident about themselves and you were so insecure .

Your hands were sweating , your breathing was sorter and quicker and FEAR occypied your whole body and mind .

You cannot focus anymore to anyhitng and everytime you try to remember the things you are going to be examined , YOU CANNOT REMEMBER ANYTHING . And this makes you “TERRORIZED TO DEATH” .

This is exactly what you had experienced in the past in school and now YOU EXPERIENCE EXACTLY THE SAME . As if someone turned the time back so many years .

As if the time gap , from then till now was zero .As if your child failure , was yesterday . You feel exactly the same emotions . You feel exactly the same HIGH STRESS of losing and dissapoint everyone .

You haven’t changed a bit , even if so many years have passed . You are the same and because you haven’t overcome those defeats by “working” with yourself and people who could understand and help you , you failed again in the same way .

” Copy – Paste ” !!!!!!!!

The same happened with your music degree exams . The same happened with your work promotion exams . The same happened with your car driver exams . The same happened with your company .

The same happened with your sport carrer . The same happened with your coach career . The same happened with your politician career . The same happened with your astronaut career . The same happened with your upcoming invention as a scientist .

Like your worst nightmare , your failures in the past are reborn and are coming to make it sure , that you’ll fail again . These past mistakes , were asleep for such a long time and now , they are here to give you a “lesson” again .

These past mistakes were aleep and “UNSOLVED” for such a long time and now , thay are stronger than ever .You know , unsolved problems hidden below the “carpet” , have the unique characteristic to grow geometrically and become your ruthless “judge” .

They also work mistically and sneaky and create huge personality conplexes . Complexes that , no matter how hard you’ll work from now on , you wil fail again because you failed in the past .

Complexes that , you aren’t good enough . Complexes that , you aren’t generally good enough . Complexes that , you aren’t worthy at all . .

Complexes that , you must “accept” your weaknesess and always bent your head to the soil . . Complexes that , only the others can win .Complexes that , YOU ARE NOT SMART .

Complexes that , making mistakes is something bad and an irreversible thing .

Complexes that , mistakes is pain and you must “avoid” pain , because you cannot hundle it . Complexes , Complexes , Complexes , Complexes and illusions . PROVE them wrong .