I was almost 6 kilos (!) ,during my first arrival in this beautifull Earth . I don’t remember much from those days , i know only the things my family and close relatives said to me when i was a grown human .

But the food was good and i was ate it all , with no regrets (!).

So i was growing fast , at least physically because as a personality and mentally , i was more immature than the other kids . I remember the very intence FEAR i felt when i didn’t do the other kids , “orders” , even if i was bigger and stronger than all of them .

You know the physicall gifts ( and the mental ones i think ) , are useless IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE IN YOURSELF .

No matter what is your age , your intelligence , the number of your experiences , etc , if you don’t have the determination it needed , to stand in your feet with no help from noone , the gifts you have as an individual , are canceled .

As you don’t have them at all .

I was the common “good boy ” of the family and neighbours . But so soft , feared and insecured .

I suppose , some honest hugs and some well – intensioned talks from the ones who had the ” jurisdiction ” , would have helped .

Real and good – hearted love , CAN BEAT ANY FORCE IN THIS UNIVERSE !!!!! . But i have no regrets .

Till my 18 – 20 – 25 years old , in which i understood who i am , what i want from my life , what my dreams and life -purposes are , i’ve lost so many things or did them with delay .

But i have no regrets . I never was a member of my schools football or basketball team ,but i have no regrets . I never was the funniest or the most popular kid in school but i have no regrets .

I never was a chief in my schools council , or even a member , because i was afraid of the obligations and to be totally honest , i was scared to eath to be under the ” lights of the publicity ” .

But i have no regrets . I never ” knocked ” , a teachers door to claim a better grade ,even if in some cases i knew i was right , but i have no regrets .

I liked a couple of girls so much , but i didn’t have the guts to make any move , but i have no regrets .

I gave my first lips kiss later than the others , but i have no regrets .

I made love later than the others , but i have no regrets . Until the age i matured enough , to find and be 120% confident of my life’s purpose , i made so many mistakes , i made so many mistake , but JESUS i have no regrets .

Giving to others the privilege to fight my battles , the result was defeat for you and a very convenient opportunity for practice – training for the others , to fight their own battles , but i have no regrets .

Sometimes it was convenient and easy to postpone ” things ” and convince myself that it was ok , something magical will happen and i wouldn’t have to fight my battles .

Somehow , someway i will pass to the next level ” cheating ” and kiding the lifes rules . You have this particular feeling mainly , when you are happy .

When you are in the happy and optimistic mode , WITHOUT FIRSLTY FULFILLING YOUR LIFES GOALS COMPLETELY , it is very natural that you want to postpone your personal battles .

You want to postpone the hard effort .

You want to postpone , ” the pain the sweat and blood ” you must handle of your “unhuman ” efforts you MUST DO to win whatever you want to win . Of course i’m not saying , that you must block hapiness from your life

It is very important , NOT LETTING ANYTHING TO ” HIDE ” YOUR TARGET .

Do the ” job ” and you’ll have your hole life in front of you to be happy , or whatever you want to be .

Don’t be 100% happy before your final victory , be 1000% after the “war” is over !!!!!

As Apollo have said to ROCKY : there is NO TOMORROW , finish the ” job ” today with no excuses .

I personally fell so many times in this ” trap ” ,but i have no regrets . I’ve made so many personal mistakes , until my ” turning point ” .

Until after my so many defeats , massive failures , massive intentionally ” looked the other way ” attitudes avoided the path of my dreams , i finally said to myself :

” Give whatever power you have obvious or hidden , to make your life dreams come alive even if this approach needs to be fed with your life !!!! .

No matter what happens , YOU MUSTN’T HESITATE TO GIVE EVEN YOUR LIFE , and make no steps back . No steps back allowed , for any reason ” .

For all these mistakes , i have no regrets .

I TRULY REGRET the moments in which i let the darkness of my deepest self , to come out and control my action and thoughts , sometimes for moments , sometimes for days .The moments i caught my thoughts going to places i’ve never thought they could .

Moments i caught myself hating other humans , no matter if those humans wanted my personal destruction , showed me so obvious that they hated me and they did their best to vanish me .

Create a life with zero TRULY REGRETS .